02.23.14 - of sex toys and snow jackets

Things are going ahead of schedule, were leaving on Wednesday instead of Sunday.
Lola has opened up to me and she is to pure and "normal" I hope she can work under the amount of pressure that is expected from me and her.
When Iceberg came in asking about a box of butt plugs and dildos that belongs to Bright she blushed and looked intrigued at the "butt plug" announcement.... shes 26 I wonder if she even knows what they are or how they are used.... yeah stupid question maybe I will buy one from here just to tease her in a non sexual way.... yeah I need to break the ice she looks to tense all the time.... train leaves tomorrow at 5pm so I need to buy some "snow" gear like jackets and stuff, I will keep using formal clothes until I get a private office and can dress anyway I want to.... maybe get some loafers or slippers for in the office use

02.22.14

Training, training and more training....
D class this and D class that
L1 this and L2 that
Bottom line, don't fuck up.
Don't steal (duh)
Don't fuck around (during work hours)
I get 2 "weekend days" for each 4 weeks worked
Get shit done fast
Get shit done
My RFiD is also a RF "credit card" I get $5k unquestioned purchases every fore night (15 days?)
My normal ID is "[Redacted] coated someway and my [Expunged] credentials and password are [Expunged]

Also this blogged is edited by the Foundation bots so things might get [Expunged] or [Redacted] if needed due to clearance... at least they let me keep the blog ^_^



--------- 9:13pm
Lola does not like sex and does not remember fucking Dr Bright, Iceberg told me on the chat system it happens a lot and that Bright has his ways like it or not of "breaking in" for the first time all the girls and boys... apparently not the L4 but either way I'm getting checked Bright sounds weird

02.21.14 - fucking hangover

fuck can iceberg drink
found lola she was at the room
found bright.... he was also at the room
got in late and only go to see them naked :(
breakfeast is in 90 minutes.... I need coffee and lots of hot water


------- 11:11 am
ok so its normal for L4 to fuck around with their "secretaries" and "mistakes" are "cleaned" depending on the L4 reputation, if he or she fucks up too much or to many times in this type of "area" the get [Redacted] or sometimes [Redacted] but I don't understand with what is wiped if not [Expunged] in this case since I already got a vasectomy and lola seems cleaned (I will send her off ot get checked) I may want to use this so call fucking secretary as she describes it later on.... not right now I got a formal introduction with O5 [Expunged] I would have never guess it was [Expunged] that reclutted me into this but seeing his suit and way of talking it was to be expected



------- 3pm
Why can't anyone tell me what SCP stands for and who is that huge guy with the tarzan look... looks like a god of war met legacy of cain cosplay
He looked at me and said in a weird way ".... puny man, the Foundation has no need for you to fight leave now or be killed now..." after I said I was in procurement and purchasing he laughed and said merchants are always needed "hope you stay alive long enough to see the rest die"
I think he takes the Kratos cosplay a bit to seriously

02.20.14 - drinks and ID's

I just meet a Dr Bright... such body and face, I have such desire to sleep with her... well not sleep but you get the point. Lola can't seem to be anywhere since monday when we got the day off.

Dr Gears was talking to me and asking my opinion on some weird subject like religion, supernatural, quantum physics and something worse.... why I think Firefly was cancelled......

I'm going to meet Dr (yeah he is not an assistant) Iceberg at the lobby for drinks and dinner he seems like me but crazier, likes to follow the rules and bend them but never to a point were you could break them also he said he would tell me how and were I can use my RFiD when I get it apparently on March 1st were going to site 17 before heading to the site at top north-west were it snows and there are bears.... Yay for them.... Wife sent me a text saying that I can do what ever I want... but not leave any marks or scratches on this Earth apparently she saw the first pay check balance, since housing is not yet ready for Levels 3 and up were getting individual houses close to the site were a bus is going to pick us up.... I need to find Lola I feel responsible for her hope she doesn't get lost

02.16.14

Lola is my assistants "code name"... and yet again let me introduce my self as Eng. Lukas - I like my handle since I have always use it but it seems weird using it for work, since its need to use to ensure names don't "get out" I don't care if I need to call my self Nina Van Horn.

[Redacted] MI, is crappy this time of year but food and the so called temporal accommodations are extremely well I just hopped Lola had her own hotel room, I'm not gay but come on it hasn't been a week and she coming onto me.

Dr White, Dr [Expunged] and Assistant Iceberg will be giving me a interview tomorrow regarding my signature, approval levels, requesting system and RFiD and fprint scanners.

The first "quoting" list apparently was to check my efficiency and approach toward the Foundation and putting it as Dr White said "yeah, your legit and crazy welcome aboard!". Something tells me if they wan't crazy motherfuckers buying things and getting $$ things done then I will feel right at home. I wonder what "we" make and who we sell it to, the pre-work list shows lots of high class EMI and raw machining materials required.

02.15.14

Ok since the Foundation asked me to go silent for more than 1 month I will keep writing this and the upload all of them in one single day... hopefully

Today the train "stopped", I mean it stopped for more than 30 minutes and not just to load up on supplies and other things, I have bee told I will be visiting site 11 first, there/here I will get my housing instruction, and crash course in SCP training. What I can do, when I can do it & apparently I'm also getting an assistant and I have been warned not to let her near the Level 4 Personnel or worse level 5's(?)

Also I'm supposedly a Level 4 operations "director" but on non-office sites I'm to wear both ID's Lvl3 & Lvl4 (??) so it looks like I have a high rank (YAY!)

Tags, keys and RFiD will be given after training and I get free food @ the mesh area (mesh shouldn't it be cafeteria?)

I feel sad about leaving my wife and girls alone for a couple of months but the money is good, work seems easy and if everything goes well I could get housing for them later on and have them leave near a site.

A really weird google glass guy came on boar the train before it left, Dr Gear (sounds like a VG handle) either way he seemed weird but had a O5 badge wonder what the "O" means I bet his like a director or something.

Pure un adulteraded fun

So the Foundation has a train close to my home and that can take me half way out :) wish me luck once I'm swamped with work will post as soon as I cn

Relax relax relax

She actually used her small gift more than once, yet I can't believe she is using it to temp me into doing stuff just to see her use it... Other then that today is total relax time

Rain & Return

I'm tired or the rain and crap hotel room... If I was paying it at least book me a larger suite please. Got 6 calls from the Foundation tonight before 11pm... Being honest for the amount you wanna pay me go ahead I'm available till 11 an open up shop at 5:30. Yet to finish some fine details but current employer is crushing my spirit I would love some recognition and financial support yeah I'm leaving but at least let me feel like my work is worth something more that free labor to you guys. Saw a yellow Lotus motor sport Elise plates @#$%&+ you bastard was calling saying you were staying @ Xyz Inn (same as mine) to much to fucking ask??? Thanks for the drinks and talk I really had a good time at the bar, hope business flow more than ever!!

Wifi train wifi

WiFi trains the best...

Too much work

Sorry today is/was chaos and I got to much work, I will update for today's entry later or maybe I will do it from the app (once I get time to download and configure it)

3 day update
Sorry readers... if I have any.... got coupe up at the Irvine location for the last days and since were working on ITAR materials and documents I didn't have much to time to update this... bottom line is
- I got a 50% proposed raised.... yeah I don't think so,
- free food and booze in the hotel for the last 3 days plus today and tomorrow
- full unlocked TV (no questions or paper worked required)

My loving wife sent me some texts, hopefully she logs in later and we can talk and do other couples stuff

FSM Hell is the worst kind of hell ever

My boss just called and straight forwardly told me why I was quitting, strange enough he is not the I visit blogs kind of guy or most of the people at work. Said he had a call from local high ups saying to not interfere and provide any assistance in the 1 week notice since they had know about this… I got the offer on Friday HOW IN THE FLYING SPAGHETTI MONSTERS STALE BEER VOLCANO HELL DID THEY KNOW!

Whatever apparently I’m getting some sort of silent treatment from management till I quit next week and I’m getting a “see you” payment so I think we’re kind of in the “fuck you, but please consider coming back” area.

I don’t think I will get to train my replacement since last time they needed to hire someone to fill the engineer urgently it took them a month to find a good candidate, whatever if they need help my boss knows he can shoot me up an email or call me, my sister called me crying after seeing my facebook post, so long facebook, I’m just going to stick to the google plus site for the moment and blogger till I get some info from the IT guys on “allowed websites” and “Danny’s alone time allowed webpages and videos”.

Level 3 Foundation - Purchasing and Procurement Specialist

So apparently I’m now an official Foundation buyer (apparently I can say/write “Foundation” but not the rest) and my first job is in Alaska in site #14 I leave on the 17^th (02.17.14) and something that at least to me shows me that I made it “big time” is I get 1k a week for expenses no including fares does apparently are corporate dictated and blah blah blah I can dress anyway I chose but shorts, sandals and hats are frowned upon (why would I dress like that??) so continuing with the rest… I also got a 1.5k for any clothes I think appropriate and my choice in electronics BUT the IT department will purchase them and do the rest I will get them before the “transport arrives” which if I’m not mistaken I’m going on a train trip from Tijuana to X place then to Alaska (plane I suppose) .

Yet something weird happened, I was told to NEVER under no circumstance to disclose any names from the engineers and to contact them at a 1800 number in case someone asked for my clearance.

I think I shouldn’t have taken this job but the pay will be good, I got some free clothes and stuff so I could quit now or see where this takes me, either way if the color things/people show up I’m practically fucked, speaking of which I even got some curious guidelines to this last matter and even got some “in case you have a [REDACTED] you may consider the following” pointer in their “Welcome Manual”, since from what the hierarchy shows there’s levels of employment, levels 1 and 2 are engineers and technicians with some occasional temps, levels 3 (like myself YAY!) are site staff like clerical (accounting) and for some reason Doctors in lots of different maters (do they also have physicians? I need my brain checked out maybe the color bird people are a tumor or just a stress build up).

Well I better go quit tomorrow morning, my direct boss won’t like it but it’s too much money to pass away the offer hopefully he gets pissed and tells me to go home and just check for the pending salary next week.

My wife is in all aspects as I can tell happy for us since this means we can get a bigger place or stay (them not me) put and try and buy a place, get a new car maybe even some other things, when I told her the visits were a no go with them she cried a bit but she has to understand this is good for us and will help us be better (everything except close by) the girls are young and really didn’t get it, since the contract does not say anything about video calls I’m going to opt and buy a good laptop for them to at least video call them every day.

Cat was hurt and bleeding badly BUT not dead, same with the dogs I don’t know what happened but the vet says it’s probably some raccoons or something that attacked them either way their fine so less stress for me but I still have lots of planning before I leave.

So messenger boy just came by

So either they read this blog OR they really want me in their team a same day messenger boy showed up at my house, how the fuck did they  get this address if I told them the listed on the resume was the one on my ID but not where I lived?

He had a box and a slim document folder for me… it’s a copy of the contract with a letter “- in case your interested sign it today or tomorrow and call this number and a messenger boy will pick it up and give you a box with instructions, plastics and required things you start in 2 weeks starting the day you signed we suggest you give a week and a half notice and get your family ready for your departure”.

Plastics? Am I getting a corporate card? Yeah I don’t think my brain is working correctly right now I’m to hyped and haven’t even told my wife

I place the box in the living room for the girls to open with me and start reading the contract… that’s all I can say since it also has a NDA for what it states. Bottom line is I get told an amount I need to procure WHATEVER the place I visit needs (2 fold) within the budget, there are to be no questions (besides the “what application do you need this for so I can look for something better or cheaper”) I’m always to were the credentials either on my belt, waist, or neck visible to all when in the “workplace” also I cannot have outside food when in the workplace I can order from the approved list or break room dinner(?) ok so kind of sneaky but whatever. Phone, tablet or laptop must always use the given network (even my personal phone) oh and so long “personal phone” now I got updated to whatever phone you want , “use you sim card but stick to our rules” was also noted (fine by me).

I will post a pic of the credential on Tuesday if I can, too bad till know I don’t get a free bike or car.

So continuing, any social media is approved but no level 3 or higher personal names (I wonder what my level will be) are to be posted, any post related to the employers name or work will be motive for termination (you think so? It’s not my first NDA).

All media player are to be either provided by the company OR tethered to a company device or network… does this mean I can pick a phablet with a big memory and put all my music and pics there? I wonder if the IT guys can let me use cyanogen on my phone or they will use a custom [EMPLOYER NAME REDACTED] ROM, some other rules state more personal stuff I apparently can do some are “encouraged” but some are not, no blog tomorrow (Sunday) I want and need to spend time with the family as much as possible before I get cracking on the new job!

Hope the things are a vodka bottle and some chips

I like Saturdays, I can wake up at 8, have breakfast home or somewhere with the girls & my wife and when they go grocery shopping and other things with their grandma I can stay home alone and watch TV, read a book, clean the house (yeah so what) or keep going with the German lessons (still a noob but hey I’m learning let me be).

I keep thinking about the job offer, I haven’t see the weird colored guys/things since Thursday, maybe it’s for the best (and it is),why after so much struggle just trying to look for a normal, common buyer job I finally get one and best of it pays like I did more than just buy things. I called my brother and sister (note to self: call mom on Monday) I think next week maybe the last I see them or they hear from me for a while, I don’t really care were I get sent as long as I get paid but knowing I can’t just call them up and say “come on over for supper “is kind of sad…

Some one called me asking which countries I had visited, I think it was the Russian guys from the interview, besides the US none (fuck so much a good impression), said it was ok and he would send some things “just in cake you think of signature the paper” like a gift basket to get me to sign? YAY free stuff, of course I’m going to sign just let me tell my boss and I will sign the same day if not today!

Do I need to start getting my travel docs ready?

The place the wanted to meet is a weird hotel bar place, it is known but it’s not a common place to talk business or things like hire people, apparently it was an interview good thing I wasn’t carrying my lunch bag or things, bad part I arrived in jeans a casual button up shirt and a dickies jacket for the cold, the tall Russian guy (looks like a security guard or coordinator to military & intimidating looking for a HR guy) asked me to confirm all my personal data was true otherwise there would be legal action and “HEELL TO PIE”… of course it’s true why the flying fuck would I use fake info to get a new job?

So Rick is a weird looking guy actually called Alto(tall in Spanish) but is short (1,70 tops) starts asking me if I have issues with long travel or how I usually “charge” or get paid here in Mexico. I don’t charge overtime for travel but it depends since you usually let people at least take good meals if you make them fly on the weekends or nights, a buyer that travels? Well this makes the job offering more convincing as long as I don’t pay things out of my pocket! Overtime only Saturdays and if you need me to work more than a couple of hours but other than that I’m down with working “of the clock” if its needed… offer did change when I got the updated offer to almost 3.9k with 2 conditions, the choose the living areas/housing and all communications go thru their system and are recorded (even husband with wife type calls) also I can only use their banks /plastics when traveling or working my cash can be used whenever I’m not on the clock or by my wife so no problems there.

My travel visa will be ready on 2 days after I sign the 5 year contract, I just hope I don’t back out of this before I can renew or get lots of money on my bank account

Oh yeah, it’s not drugs apparently they think I’m gifted at looking and managing buys since the last buyer they had was an asshole (there words not mine) that everything was to be branded and expensive… I really don’t care I just do what they pay me for as stated in the contract they want a cheap ass buyer that saves on everything even toilet paper the so be it that, no… THIS is what I will be and if this can help me get the girls in their own home and pamper them and get my wife nice things then even if I have cut my balls off… I will do it I need to provide the best for them maybe even not so cheap things for me when the time comes…

jajaja yeah the Foundation

After the last call with Rick I got an email with a job offering paying 2k a week… since I earn $200 a week an extra zero (and extras it’s not 2k flat) I am tempted but something is wrong usually companies don’t say “…we offer this, want in come in and sign this.”

Cat is missing one dog is sick, girls are freaking me out, wife seems more distant than other days maybe I do need a job change? Whatever I’m dropping my 2 week notice after signing up but I need to check this “…we need to relocate you, are you up for it? All cost will be covered by us…” it’s no usual for a simple buyer but oh well! Money is money and if I get to sight see so be it, down side is wife and kids have to stay here (probably I don’t think a location change would be good for them), I wonder how much I can cheapskate myself and set aside in 1 year or sooner I could buy a house cash up front and a car.

They said to meet close to downtown, it takes me at least 50 minutes just to get there on bus since I’m almost out of town, I will leave early and see if they can meet at 4 o’ clock to talk about the relocation and stuff like payment and what do I get a free life insurance(?).

The color guys are no longer on sight, could it be related to this work offer? Hopefully my wife will want to go catch a movie maybe the Ronin one would be nice.

Almost done shopping

Fuck this... Just got my pricing checked using only 41 items I'm up to 785k... And the textiles are only 110k in saving I got 2 and something hours and 105k left with 25 items.... This wasn't even fun like normal purchasing sourcing... The cleaning items will take 30 min for 30k... I don't need time I need to know what happened yesterday night, they came home at 9 it was too late and not even go a "Hi Dad"... The things were nowhere to be seen, am I going crazy? Also why would a company need black velvet and Kashmir if the do electrical components? What ever I'm of to finish the list and claim victory for my 12 quote 1 million solar savings... Would it be rude to ask for a small talk time recharge for my number if I don't get the job?? Maybe a 100 pesos wouldn't be to much to ask for

The fuck

Just got the list right now... 83 items... Big quantities but easy purchases for short or long term if you know the corrects brands... Off the bat I'm 320k in savings in fluid dispensers and solder/metal rods alone, his is stupid any good buyer could suggest a blanket or something what is he playing at?? Oh well I can change to distributor instead of reseller for the chemicals and same at least a quarter mil there... Its too foggy and dark for my taste... I wonder were my wife and kids are?
Grandmas? Vet? Last minute grocery shopping?? Fuck it I don't care I need one quick if nothing else I'm to stressed for this right now, wonder where the cat went his transport box is downstairs and his for bowl is full..

What??

5 minutes ago I get a call from Rick (no bitch he's not Rick James bitch) telling me his a HR & PR person for a company he cannot did lose the name yet... OK I had one of this before and was legit, has a copy of my resume dated a month ago (legit) and what's to try me out/cal me on my skill and 1 million USD savings self imposed goal.
"OK what do you need quoted and is tomorrow 10am acceptable if I get the list before 8am"
"Sure!! But all items must be of the same quality or better"
"You got it, make sure the list is in excel or PDF I don't do word for free"
After a snort he agreed any phone expenses would be covered in cash and told me the test was on.
Worst case I do free work that could have been used to work on my excel - MRO self purchasing program... Or porn... Either way let's see what happens tomorrow.

What is happening

I'm afraid to say it (post) since every time I have told someone it happens.

When I first arrived at Tijuana I had seen 3 things (ghost or whatever) 1 blue, 1 red and 1 green all using some weird bird mask. Ever since that time when i see them I "blackout" or get a huge brain reset(fart?) I forget everything that was happening and have even asked what day it is, worst part is something that have happened to me with friends or family are said to have happen after or before the event actually happened.

Stupid example, according to me 5 days before my birthday (17) I found a $50 on the street and purchased a book called “Encrucijadas”, I finished it and actually wrote a report on it for school, 1 day after my birthday POOF brain fart turns out that did not happened and for some reason people call me by a different handle (instead of Grave the call me lukazaz, yeah it’s my handle but I don’t use is since after 6 grade! And now it turns out that it’s the other way around) ok so whatever, some things happen and I need to go downtown for a new copy of “Encrucijadas” since I can’t find the book in my house on the way there I find an “other” $50 a couple of blocks were I had found the first (weird but Ok this is a place where rich tourist come and go every day at all times).

I go to the shop ask for the shop keep for the same book as last time (since he can just look up the bin were it was) turns out I haven’t been to the store in months… ok weird maybe the cute girl forgot or something, I just go ok well I need a copy of blah blah blah… there’s 2 copies (weird I didn’t think they would restock 1 book at a time) sure enough I buy it go home and read it again… nothing changed so far.

I go to school next day a bit strange for me to hear a handle I hadn’t used but o well, turns out at 9 period we get a text assignment, read “Encrucijadas” and make a report for next week.

Funny I already have that book AND did a report on it… for this same class… I ask the teacher why that books since it’s kind of a lone print not easily found (P2P was the go to thing torrents were to slow) teacher (to my shock) starts questioning my reasoning saying I should have even heard of it, I told her I know the author (nor personally his books at least) and that I have a copy of the 2 that were available at Renatos books store(great finds for cheap prices!!) she calls me out and the questions rain down… every single one correct, while she is impressed I finally notice what happened the last X days have changed I recall them some way but they are now completely different, thing I would now if things happened in the “inverse” situation are clear to me and some few but not the rest.

LOTTERY YOU IDIOT! Lottery  HA! I wished since that could make things easy.

Turns out my parents are “polar opposites”, financially I’m the same (fucked) love life is gone with the wind, girlfriend is now only friend (even do I know some really personal things she still thinks I stalk her and that its stupid we could go out) crush is now more of a secret lover (according to her) instead of my almost sister, oh and my weird writings (journal kind of thing and writing excuse) gone…

I saw them 2 nights ago, they were close to my girls and wife.

I’m afraid of what will happened on Saturday, maybe I become rich? Maybe I commit suicide? Maybe the girls of my dreams changes to some other person?

I used to clear my mind doing stuff (writing, playing VG, trying to blow stuff up you know manly stuff) but seeing them close to my girls makes me sick and tired maybe it’s time for me to try and stop them?

I can seem them outside the porch door… I don’t need luck I need my sanity and to know that if I am dreaming this can stop and the things I know that have happened stay the way they are… a tall guys wearing a Hawaiian shirt (6°C at 6am in Tijuana is not common) asked me if I recalled the Foundation.

I lied, I do recall it and what they do, I think it’s time for me to join them if possible if not to stop this to at least get more money to fix things if possible…….

Why I hate out sourcing out sourced work

It was a long time ago (I was maybe 15/16 at the time?) I really did not enjoy working with my Dad, we would do (sometimes not always) some shitty jobs because they wouldn’t approve the amount he quoted and they would say please do it for X less… naturally he would agree, but oh well continuing.

One time we had a “job” change some water filters, re-solder a couple of copper water tubing and clean a pool, since he didn’t want me using a soldering torch I cleaned the pool and before he had finish soldering I had more or less changed all of the water filters, now I did not know the 400k USD (a lot for the area I was, 1000 sq meter house with departments) was sold to a new owner.

There I was saying “HI!” like an idiot to the new owner (not knowing he did not want the work done) and him yelling at me to get out or he would call the cops, my Dad shows up and starts going X person hired us to come and do this and that payment would be done by Y (the new owner)… he was pissed and since all the repairs were done he was stuck with the bill.

Since that moment I have swear if I ever need to work solo I would deal directly with the owner or the person paying me would deal with the owner with me present (no $$ talk just saying HE will do this).

Sorry for the rant, I really needed to get this off my chest more now that I have been working with contractors for almost 3 months and I am yet to see results that are satisfactory or comply with what we requested/paid for

Faults and memories

Sometimes you remember this you really wouldn't want to remember but it's on does momenta when you realize that the feeling and actions that ochre due to embarrassment may be truly something to be not proud but happy to have experience before only by falling and being dragged to the bottom can you learn what to do what not to do and what is going to happen/be expected

I don't enjoy watching 3rd parties work and telling me "oh it's broken" because I don't care I will pay or paid or credit something to the person you work for for it to function properly if your boss said it would work sorry but make it happen or pay me back for the time wasted.... If you sell something make sure it will work don't try and make it work sell things that do that way you can have better profits and not angry customers....

More on this (examples) later

First!!

This blog has been created with the soul purpose of helping me get things of my mind, I'm not stressed but tiered of the things that happen, think of this as a journal to help me see what happens each time the event occurred, what event? Well that's for a later post for the moment I have to get back @ work